First up..U've been missed too cuzzie Arina!

Seems like a long time since my last post..

So many things have happened, but..you know, life wouldn't be what it is without these challenges.

Relationships get strained, and I have to admit, its part of my temper that did it. See, I seldom blow out, but when I do, I will always regret its aftermath.

That said, I have been having sleepless nights just thinking about 'THE' issue. It is something that might change all that we've planned for since 2006. It's all a rush of blurness for not only me, but for the fiance as well. We respect the people who have the best concerns for us, but at the same time, we have our own plans as well.. Never in our minds to disrespect our elders, coz without them, we will never exist. But, if there is a clash of opinions, what do we do? Both of us are well and ready but ... rushing good things is just not our way..

The sister and brother in law, sister in law to-be and brother in law to-be have been so supportive of us, and we really appreciate all their concerns and advices. It's at these times that we really cherish having unconditional love for us, and as the saying goes, 'mereka yang makan garam dahulu'. I've been shuttling between the fiance's and sister's place to find solace in all these, and no amount of thank you's can explain how much gratitude I have for them.

Till then, we've decided to wait for the ultimatum till the Dad and Mum arrives, in approximately 2 weeks time. Hopefully the barakah of Aidiladha will shine upon us, insyaallah.

And she waves goodbye...

4:06 pm