I chatted with him online.

Seeing him live over the video call cam evokes tears.

All those hidden feelings and fears released. Glad that he's still looking well and neat. Just like the last time I saw him. And yes, he's still good-looking for his age. And I'm glad I take after him.

Realising, after all that's happened, he's still the one I long to be with, the one I've been missing deep in my heart.

I'm still hoping he will return for Aidilfitri this year. I really need his hugs and his assurance. And picking out his samping.

I'm praying for a miracle.

And she waves goodbye...

3:57 pm