This entry is my rants which I've kept for so long.

I've been getting this bouts of headaches for the past week or so, but the doc said its normal - something about the imbalance of the brain and ear. Like wtf? Am I going mental?

And yes, I am on MC today. Not because I wanted to purposely, afterall I'm missing my night duty allowances, but because I just need the rest. I feel that sometimes I overwork, but can't help it, I'm a workaholic. I know people around have been complaining, contemplating to pinpoint me for neglecting certain duties, but really, they will never see things from my point of view, so why even bother explaining why I'm working my *ss off for, and why I'm being the way I am.

Work's been pretty challenging this Ramadhan. Just a few days ago, some colleagues from another team tak puas hati with me and my partner. And left us a very rude note. I mean, seriously, it just shows how immature they are. And they made faces upon seeing my group of girls. Zers...which century are they from anyway? Not to mention the buka-ing sessions in the counters while on duty.. Pathetic right?

And its also because of work on our parts that we hardly have time to meet anymore. I hardly smile nowadays coz I feel a certain emptiness..a certain loneliness. Like no one's there to support you when you fall... Don't we all hate that feeling?

Gimme a reason to be happy about ... And I'll gladly smile again ...

And she waves goodbye...

12:39 am