Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I never denied God's creations are great, but why do women have to suffer at a certain period of the month? I hate the feeling - when u feel like the ugliest and fattest woman on earth, when your tummy hurts so bad u wriggle like an earthworm and you just wanna shut away from the world coz you think you are not fit for it. That's exactly what I'm feeling now. So to make me feel better, I did this :

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Lovely.

One of the things that was running through my mind while at it was, him. I can never recall the times when he wasn't there whenever I needed him. In fact, he came when my life was in the slumps, helped me get up from my fall, was by my side when i was terribly sick, enquiring if I needed anything else other than the chicken rice and the 'cooling water' he brought to make me feel better. I shared my proudest moments and depressing times with him, helped me make the right choices and guided me along. I feel these actions only emphasize the special 3 words that couples overuse sumtymes just for the sake of keeping up the romance.

I listen to the song 'Unfaithful' by Rihanna and always kept wondering, 'How could I ever even thought of that before?' There are at certain points in our relationships where we would stray, and I, being the average human being, has no less had my temptations. Who could resist the allure of the world of castles, princesses wating for the prince charming to come under the bright moonlight? And then you will realise, love is ever more than that. It took me sometime to wake up again, to slap myself in the face for being an idiot. But from that experience, I see things like I've never seen before, and begin to cherish even more with what I have. Not all ladies have the privilege of happiness in the form of a man happen to them, and I'm not gonna take my chances ever to lose him.

To him, may we walk together always ...

*Terminal 1, 9 PM. WeeHoo! Wanna see my Richard Gear!

And she waves goodbye...

1:25 am