I'm feeling so lost now.. i dunno..just feel..empty and...lonely. Haha..I'm having this bouts of depression again. It's really painful on the chest...like the only way for it to go away is by crying..

Guess what? Just received a message from Hamzah saying that I've got a B for the Basic Management Leadership Course! I will be recommended to the Advance Management Leadership Course in Sep with the rest of the senior management levels. Whoa... this is so stressing... but I like! i'm only gonna be a year in Variasi, and have managed to go this far! I didn't make the wrong choice afterall..here are my next targets for myself:

1) Pass Basic Performing Arts course with a grade A - Hamzah's expectations. StReSs!
2) Pass Advance Management Leadership course
3) and my greatest achievement for 2006/2007 would be to pass Advance Performing Arts Course!

Then I know I have been in the Malay Dance arena for 18 years NOT for nothing ...

And she waves goodbye...

11:00 pm