It feels like Karma. What I gave, wasn't reciprocated. For whole of 8 years.

And what I didn't get, somebody gave to me without even me knowing. In that same 8 years.

Same time, same social circle, same places, same events. In that said 8 years.

If only I had known. If only. Things would be different from what it was. Now I understand what it feels like to be the admirer, and admired. All from afar. Like a double whammy u know.

If only I had opened my eyes bigger and see more of the surroundings, and not just focus on one, who doesn't even make any efforts. Could have spared much of the heartpain and rescued by a prince charming.

Ada apa dengan Zura ....?

And she waves goodbye...

2:41 pm